Thursday, April 25, 2013

Endometriosis Center in Atlanta.

My last period which was after the failed clomid cycle, i had the most painful menses ever. The pain was excruciating that i had to have painkillers on standby. It didn't worked. Had hot water bottle (tuam) , it helped a little but then the pain is still there. I'm not so sure as why it happened, but in my opinion, it has to do a lot of hormone pills I've took for my clomid treatment. I had clomid, femostan and duphaston. All pills! And it did a lot of bad things to me in the end.

So during my painful period week, i did a lot of research on the best endometriosis specialist and this website came out , http://www.centerforendo.com/ . In Malaysia, endometriosis is new, and most doctors don't know how to treat it. They will ask for surgery, which is the same solution from this center BUT how good are the doctors in peeling/laser/excision  off the endo cells which sticks to the other organs determine the success of the operation.

Well,I'm no expert in medicine. But when i read this establish center for endo, I'm intrigued. They understand our problems, and can explain in details pre and post-op. They have the best facilities to undergo LAPEX, the best doctors available, the most extensive database on endometriosis patient from all over the world.They can even assess our case for FREE if you post it to them. 

At that time and moment, i was very much in pain and in desperate need for some relief. I was thinking of calling them out and that's when my pain stop the following day. I had cramps even after my period. There was not even blood on CD 6 but the pain was so horrible! Well, why didnt i just go to my doctor? Because i know what she will do. She will prescribe me more painkillers. Endo has no cure or any medication. Just surgery to get it all out. Even then, it can come back with a vengeance 

My case is endo stage 4. Its quite critical and after my surgery, my doctor told me, she couldn't get most of it out from my body because she didnt want to take any risk. The operation was very risky. My condition was so severe that my uterus is stuck to my bowel/intestine. It was hell when i wanted to go to the toilet after the operation. I was sad because there is not much she can do and the only solution she had for me is suppress my period after operation and GET PREGNANT! I had my lucrin treatment already. Boy, it wasn't a walk in the park for me. There was so much side effects from lucrin. 

And now, I'm waiting for the 2nd treatment..which is GET PREGNANT. This is also very difficult to achieve. Since if I take more hormone treatment, it acts like food to my endo cells. They thrive on the clomid. I know, it doesn't make any sense. But the want thing that can get u pregnant can also help to get back your disease. But if i get pregnant, then the endo will stop for awhile.Sounds confusing eh? 

So, i will consider this option again (the LAPEX center at atlanta) if my pain starts coming back again. The cost is not cheap, but if there is any alternative / centre for endo in any parts in Malaysia, i'll take it! In the meantime, please be prepare for my lovely AF arrival with painkillers. 


*For all endometriosis patient, do visit their website to learn more about your disease. I'm glad I found them. :)
  

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Clomid cycle #1 FAILED...

Contemplating...

Ive been meaning to update the blog since FOREVER!haha..Guess when u had bad news, it makes your attitude less semangat!

As the tone suggest, my 1st clomid attempt has FAILED. :( I was so hoping it was a success that i sometime forget that only GOD knows when he is gonna give me the opportunity of a lifetime? But the reason im updating today is to go through the steps ive done for clomid #1.

CD# 3-7 - TVS showed there is no big size follicle. Doc prescribe clomid  for 5 days. 2 pils daily (2 x 50mg ) = 100mg daily dosage.
CD#12  - Had TVS scanned. Only 1 dominant egg on the right ovary. And also as expected, the uterus wall was very thin. <10mm. Doc's not encouraging. But we were hopefull. Doc prescribe Femostan to consume 3 times daily. morning and afternoon vaginally, while at night orally.
CD#15-16 - Had +ve OPK. BD
CD #17 -  Had TVS scanned. Already ovulated as expected. Alhamdulilah we caught it early. If we had waited, of course we missed the ovulation window which can only last from 12 - 24 hours and the Femostan  orked. My uterus wall already thick by 12 mm by this time. Doc prescribe duphaston for 3 weeks. To be consume 3 times a day. starting from CD 22. Doc advise if period comes, we have to stop taking them. Period did not come but i was hopeful for a BFP.
CD# 22 - Started Duphaston. 3 times daily.
CD# 22 -30 - BBT graphs was execellent! the temp keeps rising.
CD#31  - Temp drop! This is when i realise there is a possibility of no implantation. Already restless and tempting to do UPT test.
CD#31 - caved ! and tested. of course BFN! so sad . the pregnancy signs were all there. But then i notice duphaston can mimic pregnancy and it can make our period late! Our body is being provided with fake progesteron  daily. So I cant have the menses with progesteron on. I made my own decision to stop progesteron.
CD#33 - true enough as one of my blogger friends said, 2 days after stopping duphaston, AF arrived! This was a very sad day for me. We were so hoping for this cycle.

Now im on new cycle and on CD7. Last time we decided to proceed IUI directly after clomid failed. But since my sister is having her wedding in June, i had to postpone the procedure till after the wedding+ramadhan+raya+2 vacation trips, so its gonna be late october 2013. But who knows, maybe it sticks before my IUI? Amin..

My graph for March was so hopefull. *sigh*