Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Clomid cycle #1 FAILED...

Contemplating...

Ive been meaning to update the blog since FOREVER!haha..Guess when u had bad news, it makes your attitude less semangat!

As the tone suggest, my 1st clomid attempt has FAILED. :( I was so hoping it was a success that i sometime forget that only GOD knows when he is gonna give me the opportunity of a lifetime? But the reason im updating today is to go through the steps ive done for clomid #1.

CD# 3-7 - TVS showed there is no big size follicle. Doc prescribe clomid  for 5 days. 2 pils daily (2 x 50mg ) = 100mg daily dosage.
CD#12  - Had TVS scanned. Only 1 dominant egg on the right ovary. And also as expected, the uterus wall was very thin. <10mm. Doc's not encouraging. But we were hopefull. Doc prescribe Femostan to consume 3 times daily. morning and afternoon vaginally, while at night orally.
CD#15-16 - Had +ve OPK. BD
CD #17 -  Had TVS scanned. Already ovulated as expected. Alhamdulilah we caught it early. If we had waited, of course we missed the ovulation window which can only last from 12 - 24 hours and the Femostan  orked. My uterus wall already thick by 12 mm by this time. Doc prescribe duphaston for 3 weeks. To be consume 3 times a day. starting from CD 22. Doc advise if period comes, we have to stop taking them. Period did not come but i was hopeful for a BFP.
CD# 22 - Started Duphaston. 3 times daily.
CD# 22 -30 - BBT graphs was execellent! the temp keeps rising.
CD#31  - Temp drop! This is when i realise there is a possibility of no implantation. Already restless and tempting to do UPT test.
CD#31 - caved ! and tested. of course BFN! so sad . the pregnancy signs were all there. But then i notice duphaston can mimic pregnancy and it can make our period late! Our body is being provided with fake progesteron  daily. So I cant have the menses with progesteron on. I made my own decision to stop progesteron.
CD#33 - true enough as one of my blogger friends said, 2 days after stopping duphaston, AF arrived! This was a very sad day for me. We were so hoping for this cycle.

Now im on new cycle and on CD7. Last time we decided to proceed IUI directly after clomid failed. But since my sister is having her wedding in June, i had to postpone the procedure till after the wedding+ramadhan+raya+2 vacation trips, so its gonna be late october 2013. But who knows, maybe it sticks before my IUI? Amin..

My graph for March was so hopefull. *sigh*



2 comments:

  1. hi sarah,
    don't give up!all the best tau :)

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  2. hi axa..
    Thanks dear.. all the best to u too.cant wait to know the results! :)

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